Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Writing On The Plane

The post after this one was written on the plane trip home. It starts as a report and breaks down into a rant. There are typos, and I'm leaving them. The writing is raw like the emotions that propelled them.

I don't know if I'll be around for a while. I'm really out of sorts. I've been blogging for two to three hours a morning and I fear I'm going to lose my job if I don't get my shit together. Nothing is for sure right now. I need my job, and I need to start doing it right.

The blog stays, but where it goes, nobody knows.

Tomorrows post was written on the plane too. Partially anyway, until "all portable electronic devices" had to be switched off in preparation for landing.


Jada's Gigi said...

Sounds like your weekend wasn't all that...so sorry. I don't know why we can't "fix' things for those we love...but we can't...they usually keep going around and around the same mountain till the path becomes a trench they can't even see out of....only God can make the kinds of deep interior changes necessary to get out of the trench....

Toni Anderson said...

Phew--Scott, you're going through a rough time, don't be down on yourself. Have a break. Enjoy your family.

Glad I'm not the only one who looks at supposedly Godly Christians who have no idea about the real values of Christianity. I'm not a churchgoer, but I try to lead a good life.

Love and peace sound like great options even for non-beauty queens like me :)

Anonymous said...

Sorry for the dark time you're going through, Scott.

EA Monroe said...

Love your Family (especially children who love and depend upon you). Have Faith. Write it out.

magnetbabe said...

That was some of the best writing I've seen from you yet, Scott even if it is stream of consciousness. It was raw and real and I felt all your emotions, only diluted by my lack of life experience.

Take a break. Get your shit together. Do well at work, take care of your family and even get away from your thoughts fow awhile. I'll be here when you're ready to come back.

Moni said...

Scott I just want to tell you what an inspiration you and your blog have been to me. You've made me laugh and cry at the same time.

We all go through tough times that seem to bring us to our core. I hope yours brings you through and gives you the fuel to be raw and continue sharing your talent with the rest of us.

God bless you and your family. We'll leave the light on for you


Dixie Belle said...

Hang in there, Scott! You're a good guy and things will work out. As for your brother, there's only so much you can do and then you have to step aside. It is his life and how he lives it is his choice.

Ultra Toast Mosha God said...

Welcome to my mornings.

They haven't twigged yet.

Let us pray.

I'll be pondering your wellbeing in your absence, be assured.